Disappointed.

I am an awful liar. Truth to be said. Everyone -even people who don’t know me- know when I lie. Or perhaps i should say when I try to lie. Because when I lie, I start speaking with a funny voice. And I exaggerate if I have to make a story up. And my lies are extremely stupid. I have come to believe that it’s something in my DNA. There’s no other explanation. I must have the gene of not-being-able-to-lie-because-you-are-having-a-panic-attack-every-time-you-try. And I’ve still haven’t decided : is this a good or a bad thing?